Today, I begin a new journey. I don't know where the road ahead will carry me. I only know these are new emotions I am feeling as I look forward to new experiences. I also know I'm not going to spend the rest of my days lounging around the house in my pink bath robe, watching Soap Operas, or Oprah, or game shows, eating bon-bons and putting on 50 pounds.
I still have dreams.
Looking back, I cannot believe it has been 35 years since I first contemplated entering the field of nursing. THIRTY-FIVE YEARS! Half of my lifetime! I think I always knew I would be a nurse. Some seed was planted inside of me that was dormant for the first one-half of my life and only needed the slightest nudge from a dear friend to step onto the path that led me to where I am today.
I shall forever be grateful for Colleen Brown for giving me that nudge. I'm grateful, too for a good husband who supported my decision to go back to school and for the patience of my children who had to sacrifice so much. Without their support and encouragement through those tough school years, I don't think I could have ever done what I did at the age of 35.
I'm grateful for a mother who taught me how to listen to my "gut" and gave me intuitive knowledge about taking care of the sick and wounded. She should have been a nurse herself, because she was so good at taking care of us when we were growing up. Her mother was a midwife, as was her grandmother. She learned many valuable lessons from them.
Yes, today I hang up my cap and my stethascope and feel so many wonderful emotions connected to my career in Nursing. I have been up to my elbows in blood and other bodily fluids as an ER Nurse; I have been gratified to participate in many code situations in which life was returned; I have sat by the bedside of the dying and the recovering and held hands and listened to their stories and shouldered their fears; and I have flown the blue skies over Utah, transporting many patients who needed our services in order to survive one of life's onslaughts.
I pray that for whatever is left of my life that I will find joy in my unknown future. God bless all of those Angels of Mercy who remain in the practice of nursing. I pray their careers will give them as much fulfillment as mine has given me.
